A Year Later...

Well things have certainly been interesting on my end of things. I haven't really done any new art lately. I have done a painting recently that was intended as a gift but so far I have not had too much time to do any art. In a way my inspiration has been gone since going through a bunch of BS since 2012. Either way though things are looking up. 

I met the love of my life at convergence last year and we have been together for almost a year. He plans on proposing to me and we have already got rings picked out. We plan on getting married someday. Out in public we introduce ourselves as each other's fiance however, technically we aren't engaged yet. He wants to do the traditional pop the question kind of thing.

I figured out that I'm not really a polyamorous kind of gal. I am however an open relationship/swinger kind of gal. We had a poly relationship that became toxic and it was it for me. The kind of poly relationships I feel I've been getting into have not be healthy for me and I just felt done looking for what I wanted so no polyamory here.

I am working on getting a better paying job and have moved out of my parents house. There's been a lot of issues with me financially but I am hoping to file for bankruptcy in the next month or so and hopefully will help me get a fresh start and clean slate. The lawyer told me that even with a bankruptcy on my record for 10 years I might end up with a better credit score someday.

I've slowly overcame the abuse that happened last year as well. I have also started processing my parents emotional/mental abuse as well. 

Things are in the tank financially but everything else in my life is starting to go well. I am gaining more confidence as well as been finding my inner warrior sort to speak. It's getting to the point where I'm starting to feel more dominant and strong as a person. Soon I hope to dominate all aspects of my life so I can have a successful marriage financially wise someday with the love of my life. His family is already accepted me as part of the family. It's awesome.